Discovery…
I had a wild discovery about myself yesterday. It still freaks me out, even now. I juz discovered that I cant cope with depressing moments in or outside of my life. With all the positive outlook, change of lifestyle, or even the objective of smiling at least once a day…I cant change the fact that I dont know what to do when an emotional disaster happens.
Hmm…maybe I really am a man of steel. Cold and unfeeling. Or maybe Im jz scared to admit that things really go "haywire" once in a while. Due to my infinite positivity, I tend to believe that we all live our lives where things cant go wrong. Where problems may arise, yes, but they’re not really problems…just a way to improve on ourselves. Its really a belief that led me on during my 2nd 10yrs of my life. I even made a believer on some of my friends….
What really bugs me out is that Im begining to doubt my own belief…weird, ne? Hmm…sometimes I analyze things so much…I even analyze myself. ^__^
Nwei to divert attention…here’s an interesting link for those working under our "honest" tax-paying corporations…
