…a blog on random thoughts and ideas… ^__^

Hmm…and the excitement in me builds up. But a part of me also is nervous. Although I’m starting small, I have these certain ‘concerns’ that troubles me. The biggest one of which is…"can I REALLY properly manage my business?". One cannot really see the anxiety in me, I dont know why…but maybe I give off a sense of self-confidence that only they can see. Kaya minsan, they ask me where do I get that self-confidence I seem to be full of. I just smile and say a witty remark just to change the topic. The truth of the matter is…I didnt even know Im giving off such impressions to other people. Hehehe…^__^

Anyway, back to the main issue. I’ve always imagined how my career life would be if I was the one in control. Kumbaga e…"ano kaya ang buhay ng isang boss?" ^__^ That was my thinking for the past 4 years of being an employee…rank and file…a 15-day worker (or whatever they call it in other companies hehe). But now that I’m on the verge of managing it on my own…it kinda scares me a little…yet exciting at the same time. Weird…yet true. Hindi pa man din nagsisimula…may pressure na to do my best. It’s not that Im forced to give my best…I voluntarily give it my all since I like the nature of the business…its my dream to start an IT business…and I like the idea that I’m in control (nasa akin ang diskarte). Anlaki lang kasi ng expectations sakin. So there’s little room for failure.

Naniniwala naman ako na I could do it. I could make this business strive. With God’s blessing, all of my goals would be realized. I’m really thankful that my family and friends (even the ones abroad hehe….thanks rica! ~_^) support me and willing to lend a helping hand whenever they could. Those are the factors that convince me that everything would be ok.

We’re nearing completion…I’ll update you guys again! (Along with some cool pics of the place hehe…) Ciao!

The past few days was…hmm…how do I say this…horrifying. And that’s putting it lightly. How could I possibly expect the things I went through (and still am) to put up a business of my own? BUT! That’s my lazy side talking…^__^

Things are going smoothly and on track. Renovations are on going…and at this rate…we’ll be ready to operate in two weeks. Whew! I’m nervous yet excited at the same time. It’s like I’m stepping foot in an uncharted territory where there’s a lot of promise. I wish I could post some pics of the place but it’s not really easy on the eyes. Andaming kalat! Once its mildly clean, I’ll upload some pics here.

I’m tired and lack of proper sleep is taking its toll on me…but nothing will dampen my spirit! I’ll be able to get through this! Piece of cake! (Har har har!) I’m just thinking that this is one big thesis! A one that would rake in a lot of cash! Hehehe! (greedy side on full auto mode ^___^).

Well…gotta rest up. I’ve got a busy day tomorrow. Another day nearer to the completion. ^o^