…a blog on random thoughts and ideas… ^__^

I played Initial D today. After 4 months of forced abstinence, I played it again. Funny how just 4 months could do to my driving. To make it plain and simple, I sucked. If I were one of the "elite" drivers last August 2006…I deteriorated to the point that 4th string drivers could beat me now.

Fortunately, there was noone there to witness how horrifying my driving abilities had become. I even felt pity for myself. But then again, after 10 tokens, I told myself…it’s just a game. There’s no point in sticking to something that won’t reward you in any way. I’ve already made a name for myself in that realm. To prove it, just bring up my nickname "Z1" to any Initial D player…most probably 7 out of 10 people that you asked knows me. That was my objective when I started playing it, to prove that I’m good enough to compete with the best…so sabi nga nila "when you’ve reached the top, there’s no where else to go but down…". So I’ve been thinking of "retiring" for good, frame my Initial D cards and hang them on a wall in my room. ^__^

But then again, a new version of Initial D will come out on March 2007…well, only time will tell…..

I had a friend back in college who came to me one day and wanted to talk. She just came from a break up and seem distressed so of course we talked. She kept telling me that she was so confused why it ended up that way. I knew the guy. Even helped him win the girl’s heart. I can still remember the times when he was still courting her…hatid-sundo…the corny letters and cards…the whole classroom thought they’re a perfect match.

Then "it" happened. The guy suddenly broke up with her to be with someone else. That "someone else" is her bestfriend. Bastard. He was an automatic outcast from the whole class from then on. She couldn’t turn to anyone, much less her bestfriend-turned-traitor. So long story short, there she was…an emotional wreck. I’m no casanova…nor joe-d-mango. I’m no expert on love. So I basically wasn’t talking much, just listening. What could I possibly say? Besides, she doesn’t need anyone’s pity nor empty words of consolation. Just somebody to talk to. I pity the ex-boyfriend though…coz there’s no cure for his stupidity.

Haaayz…how boring…staring in front of the monitor, mind going blank, and listening to Itchyworm’s "Beer" for the 9th time in a row…

"bawa’t patak…anong sarap…ano ba talagang mas gusto kooooh…ang beer na to O ang pag-ibig mo…." and so the song says ^__^

I envy some of my friends that has something going on currently in their redundant lives…first and foremost is shori! he got married last weekend and the event itself was great. both him and the not-so-lucky bride seems to be happy albeit a little tired and worn out. ^__^ the only thing that i regret was we didnt had the chance to arrange a last get-together with him before he got married. ayan tuloy…papaalam pa tau sa misis mo! wahehe….

secondly, a friend of mine decided to revive her lovelife after years of abstinence and man-hating. congratulations! you decided to be human again! lolz! may your relationship succeed this time…(although please don’t let him hate me…hehe) ^__^ buti ka pa nga e you decided to risk it again…unlike someone (*cough* borg *cough*) i know.

well…that’s it…i just had so much free time lately. its getting boring. "Beer" is still playing…i think its the 12th time for me…"ang beer na to…o ang pag-ibig mooooh!" ^o^